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burning a hole. [Mar. 17th, 2015|10:49 pm]
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isn't it strange when you realise, everything up to this point has had to be this way just to get to the here and now? it's fucking weird knowing but fucking horrible. like, this particular set of circumstances could have been completely different if there had been intervention, or love in the first instance. it's hugely mindblowing. everyone else finds their way in life, and i'm never going to. i have to accept that and move on with that knowledge or i have to choose to die. i really want to end my life, i have always wanted to. but why am i still here then? i have a feeling i'm close to an answer of sorts.

about fucking time.
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